Author Topic: good news; seriously loads of good news mt  (Read 1453 times)

0 Members and 1 Guest are viewing this topic.

Offline smiler

  • 18+
  • Usually here
  • ***
  • Posts: 5636
  • one way or another it is possible to succeed
good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« on: January 14, 2013, 12:41:51 AM »
 :creature:

as many know i hav spent almost two years in court in a huge fight over my sons

and i have been to hell in the process

well i am back in court in a few weeks for two days to make a final decision over whether i get to be accessed to have my sons home

but all is looking good with that


i spoke to my care co ordinator just over a week ago

she has told me she uses me (odviously no name given) to get people to do the last round of therapy i did

because they did not expect the huge improvements from me outside of court let alone in court



HERES THE BEST BIT  woohoo  rotfl

anyone who knows my situation knows i have been fighting about eighteen months for EMDR

which they refused to give me because i am in court

its to mentally dangerous

well  ......... they are now GOING TO DO THE THERAPY

she thinks and believes i am now strong enough to cope while doing it in court  :creature:  :hyper: :creature: :hyper: :creature:

 :jump: plus I HAVE NOW DONE ABOUT THREE MONTHS WITH NO S/H WHAT SO EVER :Monkey:

no cutting
no head banging
no binge eating
no throwing up
none of it

it is hard really hard

and i really dont know i havent

well thats kinda besides the point, what matters is i havent

i just really want to take this chance to thank everyone here  :hug2: :1059:

you have all been amazing

just been here

always listening and supporting

accepting my rants and tantrums and frustrations at what is happenig

thank you everyone   :1059: :1059:
« Last Edit: January 14, 2013, 12:51:33 AM by smiler »
no one wants to know
no one cares
those who do want to know,
  want to know so they can use it against me
hurt, pain, anger, destruction, death and hatred, the story of my life
all i hope for is some one i can love trust and believe loves and cares for me and wants whats best for me

Offline caspers smudj

  • 18+
  • Usually here
  • ***
  • Posts: 2450
  • dont follow me, im lost too!!!
    • reaching out together
Re: good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« Reply #1 on: January 14, 2013, 09:07:13 AM »
i has a happy for you
i couldnt be more pleased - well done on all of this
xxxxxxxxx
visit is at
http://www.reachingouttogether.proboards.com/
all visitors will be welcomed!!

Offline smiler

  • 18+
  • Usually here
  • ***
  • Posts: 5636
  • one way or another it is possible to succeed
Re: good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« Reply #2 on: January 14, 2013, 11:46:34 AM »
thank you

and thank you for all the help you have given

huge hugs
no one wants to know
no one cares
those who do want to know,
  want to know so they can use it against me
hurt, pain, anger, destruction, death and hatred, the story of my life
all i hope for is some one i can love trust and believe loves and cares for me and wants whats best for me

Offline Sian-May

  • 18+
  • Always here
  • ***
  • Posts: 10327
Re: good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« Reply #3 on: January 14, 2013, 12:59:14 PM »
I'm so happy for you! Well done.

I know you've really been really struggling while going through all this. Let us know how you get on in court and with the therapy.

Wishing you all the best :hug2:

Oh, and well done for being so strong and not harming in any way, that's amazing! x x
Last SH: 05.01.2016
Last purge: 16.09.13
Last OD: 30.05.15

Well done Super Sian! :superman: x x

Offline smiler

  • 18+
  • Usually here
  • ***
  • Posts: 5636
  • one way or another it is possible to succeed
Re: good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« Reply #4 on: January 14, 2013, 09:23:31 PM »
thank you sian-may

saw my care co ordinator today, she is going to refer me to pyscologial therapys,

and in the mean time cmht will be carrying me

which if my experience has anything to say

carry me basically means they are a name above my name till my therapy starts

but from what i can figure

therapy now wont be starting while i am in court

not because they cant but because it is going to take too long for the referal to go threw

the judge has said end of this case is to finish in April

i think much as social like to talk the talk about the children need closure

they cant work fast enough and i am yet to wonder if this will close in April
no one wants to know
no one cares
those who do want to know,
  want to know so they can use it against me
hurt, pain, anger, destruction, death and hatred, the story of my life
all i hope for is some one i can love trust and believe loves and cares for me and wants whats best for me

Bethy

  • Guest
Re: good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« Reply #5 on: January 16, 2013, 05:17:22 PM »
I'm not sure how you feel about the therapy part but it seems most of this is really positive :) Very pleased for you.

Offline is_it_true

  • 18+
  • Usually here
  • ***
  • Posts: 4040
Re: good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« Reply #6 on: January 17, 2013, 10:44:18 PM »
What a lovely post to read smiler. Im so proud of you as i know what an ordeal you have had. Massive massive congratsbon fighting the sh. I cant imagine how difficult it must have been.

And as for the therapy.........its about b***** time they got you started. One thing that decision tells me is that they have clearly seen an improvement in how you manahe such difficult things. So again, well done.

I will be thinking of you at court.
 :hug1: :hug1: :hug1:

Offline riot-grrrl

  • 18+
  • Always here
  • ***
  • Posts: 11505
  • Live Through This
Re: good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« Reply #7 on: January 19, 2013, 01:52:33 AM »
congrautulations hun, so lovely to read a positive post  :hug2: :hug2:
xxxxxx
"No, I regret nothing, all I regret is having been born, dying is such a long tiresome business I always found."

Offline smiler

  • 18+
  • Usually here
  • ***
  • Posts: 5636
  • one way or another it is possible to succeed
Re: good news; seriously loads of good news mt
« Reply #8 on: January 27, 2013, 03:28:06 AM »
going in front of the court psychologist again on thursday

part of me is bricking it

but at the same time i am looking forward to seeing what he says bout me as it will be almost a year since i last saw him

and i have changed and improved so much

but gee there is so much riding on this assessment it is unbelievable

then in court the following week on the 7th & 8th

wow busy few weeks

strangely i am not that worried bout the next hearing

go figure

is it just me or does it say some thing bout the fact that i get more bothered and stressed bout going shopping than going to court

its just another day for me now!!!





no one wants to know
no one cares
those who do want to know,
  want to know so they can use it against me
hurt, pain, anger, destruction, death and hatred, the story of my life
all i hope for is some one i can love trust and believe loves and cares for me and wants whats best for me