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Offline Poison_viper

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bit of a positive one, kind of.
« on: December 29, 2011, 07:39:24 PM »
I'm going through a really rubbish time at the moment, struggling quite a bit, but won't go into the details about that here.

What I did want to say, is despite the things going on, I have been resisting any urges to self harm, and have very nearly made it to two years free, it will be two years on January 6th (day before my birthday  ::P: )

So will concentrate on making it there, I think I will.

Slightly worried I will be a little daunted on where to go after I have made that target, somehow setting 'little targets' doesn't seem right after two whole years, but we will see I suppose.
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Re: bit of a positive one, kind of.
« Reply #1 on: December 29, 2011, 07:43:06 PM »
 :) fantastic achievement  :hug1:, and remember no target is too little even after 2 years, each and everytime you resolve something without self harming is significant, thats what i find helpful anyway  ::) you go girl x

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Re: bit of a positive one, kind of.
« Reply #2 on: December 30, 2011, 10:38:17 PM »
That is definitely a positive :) Take it one day at a time. Well done and hope things get ease a little soon :hug1:

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Re: bit of a positive one, kind of.
« Reply #3 on: December 31, 2011, 11:33:31 AM »
that;s really great hun.. sorry your having a rubbish time at the moment, hang in there xx
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Re: bit of a positive one, kind of.
« Reply #4 on: December 31, 2011, 08:35:27 PM »
Well done, 2 years is fan b***** tastic, an dont forget that.

Oh an my birthday is Jan 7th, which if im right, yours is too, going by what you said, that makes us EXTRA SPECIAL!! An dont forget that either  ;D

Sorry to hear youre struggling, but you can do this, you know you can. Vent all you need to, and every target, no matter how little, is still a target and can sometimes keep us right.

Sending support, you can do it hun x
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Re: bit of a positive one, kind of.
« Reply #5 on: December 31, 2011, 08:46:44 PM »
Thanks everyone that has posted here,

and catapult, yes, 7th here too, we ARE extra special  ::P:
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Re: bit of a positive one, kind of.
« Reply #6 on: January 05, 2012, 11:52:01 PM »
So. Looks like i did it. 2 years in about 10 minutes. 5 years ago if someone told me i would manage this long i wouldn't have believed it!
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Re: bit of a positive one, kind of.
« Reply #7 on: January 06, 2012, 12:08:50 AM »
very well done hunni
your amazing - never forget that
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