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as many know i hav spent almost two years in court in a huge fight over my sons
and i have been to hell in the process
well i am back in court in a few weeks for two days to make a final decision over whether i get to be accessed to have my sons home
but all is looking good with that
i spoke to my care co ordinator just over a week ago
she has told me she uses me (odviously no name given) to get people to do the last round of therapy i did
because they did not expect the huge improvements from me outside of court let alone in court
HERES THE BEST BIT woohoo rotfl
anyone who knows my situation knows i have been fighting about eighteen months for EMDR
which they refused to give me because i am in court
its to mentally dangerous
well ......... they are now GOING TO DO THE THERAPY
she thinks and believes i am now strong enough to cope while doing it in court :creature:
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:jump: plus I HAVE NOW DONE ABOUT THREE MONTHS WITH NO S/H WHAT SO EVER :Monkey:
no cutting
no head banging
no binge eating
no throwing up
none of it
it is hard really hard
and i really dont know i havent
well thats kinda besides the point, what matters is i havent
i just really want to take this chance to thank everyone here
you have all been amazing
just been here
always listening and supporting
accepting my rants and tantrums and frustrations at what is happenig
thank you everyone