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Title: In hospital again
Post by: faithful on July 04, 2015, 02:28:30 PM

Following an OD Thursday I am still In hospital

I went from clinical decisions unit to the acute medical unit to the short stay unit where I am now
they keep giving me extra treatment as they aren't happy with my blood test results
I just want to leave though
I'm so fed up and stressed

:trig:
I just want to rip out my stitches and SH 
I feel awful and I hate hospital

Title: Re: In hospital again
Post by: faithful on July 04, 2015, 05:41:27 PM

They've given me a couple of injections in my stomach
I don't know what they are but the really hurt, and I'm usually fine with injections when they're into a muscle or something but these hurt

I'm just feeling more and more triggered in here 

Title: Re: In hospital again
Post by: Tigger on July 04, 2015, 09:30:39 PM

I'm sorry your struggling so much but they must have you in hospital because they need to make you better.

How are you feeling now  :1059:

Title: Re: In hospital again
Post by: faithful on July 05, 2015, 09:10:23 AM

Thanks Tigger :hug2:

I'm tired and fed up still but I am hoping I can go home this morning which will be nice
I just have to wait and see what they say and see if I have to see crisis or not

Title: Re: In hospital again
Post by: faithful on July 05, 2015, 10:45:40 AM

Seen the doctors
Just got to wait for blood test results and if they are stable and are either better or  have not gotten worse then I will see the RAID team and then go home
Hopefully not much longer

I took my cannula out as it was annoying me so at least that is one less thing for them to do before I can go

Title: Re: In hospital again
Post by: faithful on July 05, 2015, 01:56:07 PM

Home at last
I think the woman from the RAID team was annoyed at me and thinks I'm irritating and pathetic

I'm fed up of annoying everyone and wasting everyone's time.  I'm fed up of me. I'm fed up of being such a sh*t person   

Title: Re: In hospital again
Post by: Tigger on July 12, 2015, 11:11:21 AM

How are you feeling now? Hope your doing a bit better now you have left hospital.  :1059:

Title: Re: In hospital again
Post by: In My Head on July 29, 2015, 10:48:54 PM

Hi there, I hope you're feeling a bit better at home.

I'm sure the woman from RAID wasn't irritated or annoyed at you, you haven't wasted anyone's time. Your feelings are valid, and your suicide attempt was a legitimate cry for help that should hopefully kickstart some more help for you.

Have you got any follow up appointments?