I beat self harm
and oh my does it feel good to say that
So let's just run threw quickly to how I ended up were I am now
this is a brief story on how I beat self harm
When I was 4 I lost my dad which left me with the horrible excuse I have as a mother. Things before my dad dying were good. But then he went and I was left with devil!! My mom has literally ruined my life from the day I was born she's a horrible vindictive women I hate her!! She then when I was 6 met a new man who she brought into my life for the first few months it was good. But that's when it all went wrong he use to abuse me in every way which possible (don't want to go into detail). My school life was shocking I was lashing out at every one around me and my work was shocking. Yet no one noticed me. When I was 12 it all stopped I came home from school one day he had gone. I was so angry he had gone how dare he leave me. High school was a nightmare got bullied a lot come out as being a lesbian that was a barrel of laughs. It was always just one thing after another and I found my comfort in self harm. I don't remember how I started harming it's all a bit of a blur. Got kicked out of school. Kicked out of collage had a few abusive relationships. Self harm became really Bad. Attempted to kill my self a few times. After 6 years finally medication that works and now I'm 137 days sh free
obviously it's more detailed
