It was real freaky. I knew exactly who I was, where I lived n worked...except it wasn't me. The cops phoned the hospital n asked me if I was SN n had a kid. I said I'd never heard of SN n didn't have kids coz I hate them. I later found out I was SN and have got a kid which really freaked me out. I have no recollection of getting up on Monday let alone knowing how I got 80 miles away up a mountain. The last thing i remember was eating rolls on Sat then the next thing I remember was being on a scoop on entonox with the MRT taking photos n me talking crap (Monday PM). I was then taken to a hospital 100 miles away from home (no idea where Stockport was). The cops had told mum where I was n which hospital so the next day mum phoned the hospital which proper freaked me out coz then she and them knew where I was so despite feeling terrible I had to leave before they came n took me away. I then phoned the last number dialed on my phone (my friend) coz I had no idea where I was or what to do n she talked me through every little step to get me home. Coz I had no money n couldn't remember my pin for my card I came back to get money n was just about to leave for the next train outta here when the cops started bashing at my door. That terrified me even more so I grabbed my stuff n legged it...soon to be caught n dragged down the nick on a 136. The FME saw me and said that he thinks the whole memory loss n voices etc was down to the seizures n I needed to be checked out. I was taken to AnE who basically said I was fine n that it wasn't concussion coz it had been 36 hours since I hit my head even though I was feeling extremely sick and dizzy, had a pounding headache, lost parts of memory n the doc at the other hospital said I needed a CT scan. I was then discharged n brought home.
The whole thing has completely freaked me out coz I've never lost whole chunks of memory like that before and been utterly convinced I'm someone I'm not. Everything that happened made me more n more freaked out n confused. I've still got a banging headache n feel very dizzy n sick but also keep getting random flashbacks of being in a forest n terrified of trees n generally talking crap (I'm guessing from when I was on entonox) but still can't remember anything from before then. I'm confused n it's stressing me out.
I'm so mad that the cops told people where I was. Surely as an adult the most they could do was say they'd found me n that I was safe, not give them my exact location!