has not got the guts to call for an apt yet...i do know that i need to, it isnt going away and does keep filling up but...i cant call anyone i dont know about anything at all, and they are quite harsh on reception about getting an appointment.
a lot of really scary (seemingly impossible) things to do inc calling the psych's secretary to check soem thing that i need to know to be able to force myself into going to an appointment at a new site. I think that i will try that tomorrow and then if it goes ok ill call the GP reception (because that is likely to go badly and stop me calling the psych)
*wishes she was so much better at talking to people*