Well done, 2 years is fan b***** tastic, an dont forget that.
Oh an my birthday is Jan 7th, which if im right, yours is too, going by what you said, that makes us EXTRA SPECIAL!! An dont forget that either
Sorry to hear youre struggling, but you can do this, you know you can. Vent all you need to, and every target, no matter how little, is still a target and can sometimes keep us right.
Sending support, you can do it hun x