Weight *mt ed*

[Tallulah]

I need to lose weight. I am so so unhappy with my appearance and current attitude towards food. I'm constantly eating, I'm never satiated and I'm gaining weight faster than I believed possible. In the past 6 months I have gained stones and stones and it's humiliating. I have a history of EDNOS with anorexic tendencies which then developed into severe Bulimia.

I am so distressed by the way things are at the moment. I can't stop binging. I purged this week for the first time in over a year and I'm scared that if I can't get some control over this binging I'm going to descend back into Bulimia. I am currently in a "crisis" and recieving acute treatment, currently at a day hospital but the possibility of inpatient is still being discussed. They're so focussed on keeping me alive that my weight doesn't seem to matter, as long as I'm not starving myself it's okay. But I am so so sure that if I lost some of this weight and got back to a healthier size I would feel a lot more able to leave the house etc.

I jjust don't know how to deal with losing weight healthily. My self control seems to have run for the hills

[smiler]

i wish i could help
do you hav any food plans
like a table set up by one of your support staff
that you can try stickin to
are you able to exercise more
as a way to counter the weight gain

sorry if i am totally useless
i in just tossin around ideas people say to me
as i am a sort of simular fight at the moment

[Hash]

I found the most healthiest thing I could do with my weight struggles ( I also have had anorexia) was to accept myself in the size I was at the particular moment, making sure I enjoyed treating myself to a new set of clothes for the new size and accepting myself as I was at that moment.

Hang in there it does get easier with time.

Hash