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Offline hayley

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i'm back!
« on: January 29, 2012, 12:28:42 AM »
Hi everyone
Been a while since I've visited the site...I've had ups and downs...but since my first admission onto a psych ward in 2010 I've now managed to go SIX MONTHS without having to go back in!

Things are good at the moment, I can honestly say:

I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!!!

Not sure how or  why things have changed but I'm enjoying the moment.

I can't remember the last time I cut (probably only a couple of weeks ago) and have no urges or inclination to do so.

I have had some very bad times so if I can eventually feel this way, each and everyone of you can feelthis way too.

THE BAD TIMES DO NOT HAVE TO LAST FOREVER
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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #1 on: January 29, 2012, 03:29:10 AM »
 :hyper: :hyper: :hyper: :hyper:
 :yahooo: :yahooo: :yahooo: :yahooo: :yahooo:

 :1025: that is AMAZING i am so proud of you  :1025:

you really have  :mademyday:

 :477: well done  :477:
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no one wants to know
no one cares
those who do want to know,
  want to know so they can use it against me
hurt, pain, anger, destruction, death and hatred, the story of my life
all i hope for is some one i can love trust and believe loves and cares for me and wants whats best for me

Offline chocolateorange

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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #2 on: January 29, 2012, 08:31:50 AM »
 :1025: that's brilliant! It's really lovely to hear something positive like that  ;D I'm glad you are feeling better and that things are on their way up  :477:
Be kind, for everyone you meet is facing a hard battle ~ Plato

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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #3 on: January 30, 2012, 01:17:43 AM »
Thanks very much - although I know it, its good to hear I've done well

Hope everyone can soon learn to love life
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Offline HiddenGirl

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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #4 on: February 07, 2012, 12:56:15 PM »
well done so much sweetie =] x x x x x
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Offline wendymum

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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #5 on: February 07, 2012, 03:09:50 PM »
 :1059:  Well done!

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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #6 on: February 08, 2012, 07:22:47 AM »
Ta very much

Things are still very good

Now I feel like I'm controlling my life and its not controlling me

LIFE IS SWEET!!!!!
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Offline Anne_Gwish

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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #7 on: February 08, 2012, 09:49:51 PM »
Awesome! Be proud! :hug1:


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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #8 on: February 09, 2012, 10:42:20 AM »
well done Hun :1059: :1059:
glad you are doing so well be proud of what you have accomplished

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Re: i'm back!
« Reply #9 on: February 10, 2012, 01:36:05 AM »
Thank you all

If I can do it, so can you

Keep on surviving!
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