Ended up in A&E on Wednesday after my face and arm went numb. Was seen by the stroke nurse in A&E and she did lots of tests then said that she can't diagnose a stroke or order a CT scan, so I needed to see a consultant so they could order the CT and confirm a stroke. Which thoroughly freaked me out (I'm only 24!). Saw the consultant who did more tests and said that it was all caused by a muscle in my arm that had contracted and wouldn't relax, so not a stroke and no need for a CT but to go to my GP in the morning. So I went and the GP said it wasn't possible for a muscle in my arm to cause numbness in my face, then went on about TIAs and said to call 999 if there was any further symptoms of stroke.
Now I don't know what to think. The numbness has continued and now my arm has a b**ning pain all the way down it.
There is a lot that is stressing me out at the moment, the paramedic clocked the scars and then asked if I'd ever had a panic attack before, but then convinced himself it wasn't that after a few tests.
I have a GP appointment on Friday. I have no idea what to say to them. I will need a sick note for work because I can't work with the dead feeling and pain in my arm. But I've never been tho see that GP before and I am worried that because no one can see it he will think it is in my head or I am making it up. It takes a lot for me to decide not to be at work but I'm not sure how to explain that. I will go to work with any number of stitches because I should regardless of it hurting, but this has stumped me. I can't make it better and I don't know what it is.
The whole thing has really freaked me out it is very difficult to not continually check that I can still do all of the things I should be able to do. I think I would rather they had done the CT scan so I don't continually freak out about it.
I have a psych apt on Tuesday. Have been trying to work out if it is inappropriate to ask his opinion on this at the same time. Has wanted to call him since I left the GP s appointment, but that would be wrong. It's just he has known me a long time and I trust him so...I don't know. We are supposed to be talking about what to do when things get really difficult. It feels important to do that, but stupid not to mention all of this.
I've had a migraine every other day since Tuesday I don't know if they are related or not. I want to talk to my ex about all of this but we have recently had a very long argument about how I always talk to her about things that are bad and we don't get to hang out without that enough. Feels very alone with it all really.