I stopped taking my medication. Managed a few days before taking a small dose today, I felt totally possessed and desperate. Anything to stop the brain zaps and sickness and shakes. I feel like such a disgusting weak addict. I don't want to be on this medication, I caved and took it and the zaps haven't even gone away, still feel awful.
I feel dirty and horrible and addicted. Surely doctors shouldn't prescribe something that can make you feel like this?