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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #10 on: September 25, 2019, 12:33:09 PM »
I have really strong urges to hurt myself. I keep thinking that since I'm on antibiotics anyway it won't get infected and so I won't have to tell anyone. Idiotic and irrational but I can't stop thinking about it.
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #11 on: September 25, 2019, 01:16:22 PM »
Additional injury would weaken your current treatment resulting in you needing to increase your dosage and might even stop it working.
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #12 on: September 25, 2019, 02:10:03 PM »
Try to stay safe. We are here for you.
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #13 on: September 26, 2019, 01:17:57 PM »
Oh, I know that it's ridiculous but my brain keeps trying to justify SH.

I'm not sure if life is worth the agro. I might have ok days but then I start feeling sh** again :(.
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #14 on: September 26, 2019, 01:27:32 PM »
You have had such a rough time of it for quite a while now. I wish I could help you. How are the bunnies?
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #15 on: September 26, 2019, 02:23:33 PM »
It's really been too long, I don't know if I want to do it anymore.

I've just had the letter from PIP and it was as I expected. I can't fight this sh** again. I give up. I just need to get on with sh** like everyone else does. Oh well.

I am so tired. My head hurts but there are people with worse issues than me and I shouldn't be like this, I shouldn't be so useless and I really do try not to be.  I need to try to get out of my bed and stop feeling sorry for myself. It's frustrating because I've tried and tried but I'm still me.

Sorry, I'm just in a really shitty mood, have been for the past few days. I'm going to take painkillers and get on with things once my headache has eased.
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #16 on: September 26, 2019, 02:30:34 PM »
 :hug2: pip is awful. Sorry you have to go through that. You are no less deserving than others of support and help.
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #17 on: September 26, 2019, 02:46:57 PM »
Well, I'm functioning for the most part so maybe it is the right decision. I don't know if I want to talk to anyone about it since they'll likely try to convince me otherwise. Both the OT and CC are on leave so I can't talk to anyone who can help other than my family who mean well but don't understand. I don't think it really matters anyway.

My headache is easing at least though my head does feel fuzzy and clouded. I think that the best thing for me us to work from the top of the house and work my way down. Honestly though, I just want to go back to sleep.
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #18 on: September 26, 2019, 03:16:05 PM »
Sleep is good. Not too much sleep though.
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Re: Same old crap *Trigs*
« Reply #19 on: September 26, 2019, 08:08:57 PM »
It's not the right decision, but they'll try to make it seem so. When your OT/CC return they should help you get the decision you want. The effect of the assessment illustrated that you're still not in a position to have any support withheld.
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