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Offline mirrhi

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Going backwards *trig ed*
« on: August 29, 2019, 08:37:54 PM »
I've not posted in a long time. I've lurked for a while, posted a little, though screwed it up.  I shouldn't be posting, but I'm not sure where else to go.
Things are slipping. They're slipping fast.  I don't even know why. I've survived lots over the past 10 years.
But that's b*******. I've survived nothing. Again, I'm here feeling sorry for myself when I'm just being a patheitc, whingey cow. Go xxxxcking starve yourself, who cares!
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...

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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #1 on: August 29, 2019, 08:43:22 PM »
Sounds like you have a lot of pain. Is there anything going on in your life to make you feel so bad.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #2 on: August 29, 2019, 08:53:53 PM »
No. I have no reason to feel bad. I shouldn't be feeling like this, it's not fair on them.
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...

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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #3 on: August 29, 2019, 08:56:47 PM »
There is no set way you should or shouldn't feel.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #4 on: August 29, 2019, 09:11:52 PM »
No, there isn't,  but how can I tell anyone when there's just no explanation for this? And without a reasonable explanation people look for a reason to blame.  There is no acceptable reason to blame, so they will find another answer.
I feel so stupid.
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...

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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #5 on: August 29, 2019, 09:15:49 PM »
It's an illness like any other.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #6 on: August 29, 2019, 10:12:44 PM »
Thank you Tucan  :hug1: Unfortunately the truth is people look for reasons. I've made the first tentative contact with E.D. support, but they're already asking for why's, and i cant answer them. There is no why. If i knew that, I'd know the answer.
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...

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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #7 on: August 29, 2019, 10:18:56 PM »
That's a journey you need to take.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #8 on: August 30, 2019, 10:38:19 AM »
While you may not see it clearly there will be a reason there somewhere but it's clouded by emotions. Are you only any meds and if so could they need tweaking? Or maybe you just need them to help you through a tough time, sometimes these things can be chémical in nature.
Just be honest with the ED people, they'll understand because they are trained in these things. I often say that I don't know why I ______ to my OT but she can still help so it's ok to say that you don't have the answers yet.  :hug1: :hug2:
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Re: Going backwards *trig ed*
« Reply #9 on: August 30, 2019, 09:20:22 PM »
Thank you. No, not on any meds, havent been for a few years. I don't really want to go back on them.
I've  been honest with ED people, but it's only an online help site.  Don't  think i can face anything more than that.
Ugh, I'm being stupid, I need to pull myself together.
I guess it's funnier from where you're standing, Cause from over here I missed the joke
Clear the way for my crash landing, I've done it again, another number for your notes
I'll be your clown, behind the glass
Go 'head and laugh, cause it's funny
I would too if I saw me...