Author Topic: Going backwards trig ed (Read 215 times)

mirrhi · « **on:** August 29, 2019, 08:37:54 PM »

I've not posted in a long time. I've lurked for a while, posted a little, though screwed it up. I shouldn't be posting, but I'm not sure where else to go.
Things are slipping. They're slipping fast. I don't even know why. I've survived lots over the past 10 years.
But that's b*******. I've survived nothing. Again, I'm here feeling sorry for myself when I'm just being a patheitc, whingey cow. Go xxxxcking starve yourself, who cares!

Tucan · « **Reply #1 on:** August 29, 2019, 08:43:22 PM »

Sounds like you have a lot of pain. Is there anything going on in your life to make you feel so bad.

mirrhi · « **Reply #2 on:** August 29, 2019, 08:53:53 PM »

No. I have no reason to feel bad. I shouldn't be feeling like this, it's not fair on them.

Tucan · « **Reply #3 on:** August 29, 2019, 08:56:47 PM »

There is no set way you should or shouldn't feel.

mirrhi · « **Reply #4 on:** August 29, 2019, 09:11:52 PM »

No, there isn't, but how can I tell anyone when there's just no explanation for this? And without a reasonable explanation people look for a reason to blame. There is no acceptable reason to blame, so they will find another answer.
I feel so stupid.

Tucan · « **Reply #5 on:** August 29, 2019, 09:15:49 PM »

It's an illness like any other.

mirrhi · « **Reply #6 on:** August 29, 2019, 10:12:44 PM »

Thank you Tucan

Unfortunately the truth is people look for reasons. I've made the first tentative contact with E.D. support, but they're already asking for why's, and i cant answer them. There is no why. If i knew that, I'd know the answer.

Tucan · « **Reply #7 on:** August 29, 2019, 10:18:56 PM »

That's a journey you need to take.

Vermilion · « **Reply #8 on:** August 30, 2019, 10:38:19 AM »

While you may not see it clearly there will be a reason there somewhere but it's clouded by emotions. Are you only any meds and if so could they need tweaking? Or maybe you just need them to help you through a tough time, sometimes these things can be chémical in nature.
Just be honest with the ED people, they'll understand because they are trained in these things. I often say that I don't know why I ______ to my OT but she can still help so it's ok to say that you don't have the answers yet.

mirrhi · « **Reply #9 on:** August 30, 2019, 09:20:22 PM »

Thank you. No, not on any meds, havent been for a few years. I don't really want to go back on them.
I've been honest with ED people, but it's only an online help site. Don't think i can face anything more than that.
Ugh, I'm being stupid, I need to pull myself together.

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