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Re: Scared
« Reply #10 on: August 22, 2019, 12:40:15 PM »
I'm sorry for being an attention seeking fck wit! I just feel so bad. I want to cry most of the time. I am finding it hard to do things. I want to curl up and cry and hide and a little bit of die. I feel annoyed with myself, I was doing so well and becoming dependable at work. Feels like I have screwed everything up! Why can't I be stable for more than a few weeks!
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« Reply #11 on: August 22, 2019, 02:06:55 PM »
Do you think you just need to recharge your batteries a bit? Doesn’t mean everything has fallen apart.

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« Reply #12 on: August 22, 2019, 02:24:57 PM »
I probably do need to recharge. Depressed sucks.
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Re: Scared
« Reply #13 on: August 22, 2019, 05:56:02 PM »
I feel sick. I am struggling to eat properly. I forced cake down me earlier when I went out with the pa. I picked at food for lunch. I feel awful. Stupid mental health. I am struggling to get up and take my meds and feed the animals. 
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« Reply #14 on: August 22, 2019, 06:23:40 PM »
It's a pain - sometimes sugary foods alone don't help settle your tum, and you might find that eating some more solid things help, even light things like some toast. Regular meals, even if they're small, can help you feel better. It's always going to be hard for you after you went a bit high recently, but things will pick up again.
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Re: Scared
« Reply #15 on: August 22, 2019, 06:34:17 PM »
I don't have any bread, I did try some soup but I think it has turned. I have had a little yoghurt. This feels horrible. I hate bipolar. I want to cry again. I want to hurt but have no plans to. I am feeling sorry for myself. I have completely gone of my food which is unusual for me. Also in depression I usually feel flat or nothing, this time I just feel wretched. I wish I can fall asleep soon.

The high was fun though. Now I am completely skint.
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« Reply #16 on: August 22, 2019, 07:21:06 PM »
I found some pizza and tried a bit. Once I had a bit I felt better and ate a bit more. Managed to eat a good amount, I left the crusts but once I started eating I was ok. The thought of eating was worse.
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« Reply #17 on: August 22, 2019, 07:26:42 PM »
That's good - it all helps  :emot-thumbsup11:
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Re: Scared
« Reply #18 on: August 22, 2019, 07:33:05 PM »
I would normally have eaten the crusts.

I am going to chill now and hope I fall asleep sooner rather than later.
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Re: Scared
« Reply #19 on: August 22, 2019, 07:53:40 PM »
 :hug2: baby steps. Sleep well.