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Scared
« on: August 20, 2019, 04:54:13 PM »
I am scared of getting suck again. O am scared of getting as sick as I did earlier on the year
 These feelings also happened a few days ago. I am scared of dying. My illness scares me. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to chill and sleep. I cannot believe some of the states o get into. I also find it hard to believe that I do have N illneSa. Wtf is happening to me! What will happen to me. I struggle to understand why I need meds.
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Re: Scared
« Reply #1 on: August 20, 2019, 07:45:59 PM »
Things can seem scary sometimes for everyone. Staying stable by taking your meddies on a regular basis helps, as does listening to feedback on your moods from others around you and being open with the people involved in your support. Catching things early on makes life a lot easier, and it will help you avoid getting that sick again.
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Re: Scared
« Reply #2 on: August 20, 2019, 08:07:50 PM »
I think I am low. All I want to do is cry. I am out at a group and my eyes are full of tears. I am biting my lip to hold them back. I HATE this illness. I hate the fact I have to take meds. I didn't want to come out this evening but I have forces myself out. I have been taking my meds properly. I see the cpn tomorrow.
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« Reply #3 on: August 20, 2019, 08:26:53 PM »
You sounded a bit low to me too, so let your cpn aware of it tomorrow.
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Re: Scared
« Reply #4 on: August 20, 2019, 08:36:51 PM »
I will do. I think if I am like this my cpn will pick up on it without me saying anything! It's frustrating. These meds are supposed to be helping me! Yet I still get major mood swings! My counsellor is off this week so I didn't see her today..
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Re: Scared
« Reply #5 on: August 21, 2019, 09:40:59 AM »
Spoke to my cpn, everything is going slow, such an effort. I feel ick, I want to cry.
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« Reply #6 on: August 21, 2019, 09:55:02 AM »
What did she say - did she have any useful suggestions or comments?
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Re: Scared
« Reply #7 on: August 21, 2019, 11:59:34 AM »
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Re: Scared
« Reply #8 on: August 21, 2019, 05:05:29 PM »
I see a new pysch next week and she wants me to talk to him about meds. See how I feel next week. In the meanwhile I can call my cpn if I need to. I also see her again in 4 weeks time. I feel rotten. I have had a lovely day out with my friend and her kids, now I feel rotten and I want to hide and cry. It feels like I have loads to do, my routine does seem to be rather busy. I just want downtime where I can cry and wallow in my misery. I didn't tell my cpn my fears of getting really sick again. I did tell her that this feel so horrible after being high.
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Re: Scared
« Reply #9 on: August 21, 2019, 08:57:11 PM »
Itís ok to need and want a bit of time to yourself  :hug1: