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Offline Vermilion

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Re: Grumblings *Trigs*
« Reply #10 on: August 17, 2019, 01:06:29 PM »
I'm getting a lot of sleep, I'm exhausted but I'm trying not to stay in bed all day.

Somehow everything feels overwhelming. Part of it is that I've had to change my routines around so that I can take the antibiotics properly but there's something else bothering me but I can't work out what it really is.
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Re: Grumblings *Trigs*
« Reply #11 on: August 17, 2019, 01:53:29 PM »
I'm sitting outside with the buns, maybe some fresh air and daylight will help. There are some spots of rain but I don't care and the buns don't mind.

I'm having Sunday dinner with family and their  :animal0019: tomorrow so maybe that will help me feel better.
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Re: Grumblings *Trigs*
« Reply #12 on: August 17, 2019, 05:53:59 PM »
How are you now? Sitting outside seems nice.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Grumblings *Trigs*
« Reply #13 on: August 17, 2019, 09:00:33 PM »
I ended up going back to bed.

I feel really overwhelmed. I want to cancel everything and hide away and just wait to die.

I don't see much point in anything. I seem to be incurable and I think that I'll be like this forever. I feel sick and tired of the struggle

I'm going back to sleep.

It feels so pointless.
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Re: Grumblings *Trigs*
« Reply #14 on: August 18, 2019, 10:11:02 AM »
My family are picking me up for dinner soon. I hope I can be cheerful rather than the miserable b**** that I really am.

I'm really finding things hard. :(
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« Reply #15 on: August 18, 2019, 12:02:39 PM »
It's ok to find things difficult. Hope you enjoy your meal with your family.
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« Reply #16 on: August 18, 2019, 12:07:18 PM »
I'm sorry that you're finding things so difficult. :hug2: I'm also going to see family today, so really hear how hard it can be. Will be thinking of you.
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Re: Grumblings *Trigs*
« Reply #17 on: August 20, 2019, 11:28:28 AM »
Thank you :hug1: :hug2:

I'm finding things really hard.

There was some sort of c*** up yesterday and the nurse didn't come to do my dressings. GP surgery is short of appts so I'm trying to arrange with the district nurse and I'm also trying to sort out some dressings. Itd be easier to just let it fester.

I feel like such a nuisance.
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« Reply #18 on: August 20, 2019, 11:53:26 AM »
It's never sensible to let it fester as it'll take much more time to heal and it'll contribute to the load on your immune system. Keep on top of things please.
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Re: Grumblings *Trigs*
« Reply #19 on: August 20, 2019, 04:49:19 PM »
I've sorted things out but I'm just finding things tough. Part of me regrets getting it treated and wishes that I'd let myself die  but I know that's stupid. I'm an idiot and I never learn. For some reason everything feels too difficult.
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