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Going high
« on: June 28, 2019, 03:26:32 PM »
I feel high. I am loving it. I was really bouncy at my bipolar course this morning. I am going away for the weekend. I have spent loads of money. I have been taking my antipsychotics every other day so that I can stay high and go higher. I love it. I know what I should be doing, but I don't want to do it. It is nice to feel good. Starting to lose control of myself. I am worried Bout what my cpn will do with me next week when she sees me.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Going high
« Reply #1 on: June 28, 2019, 05:20:08 PM »
It is nice to feel good, but there is always a 'but', and you know what it is. Take care of yourself and start to take your meddies properly again, please. Have a good weekend.
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Re: Going high
« Reply #2 on: June 28, 2019, 11:36:32 PM »
Took my meds really late. Wasn't planning on taking them but my friend asked me. Still wide awake. I don't want to sleep. Still trying to sleep though.
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Re: Going high
« Reply #3 on: June 29, 2019, 03:07:25 PM »
I know that you like feeling 'high' but you know the crash will eventually come. I wouldn't want to see you feeling crappy again.  :hug1: :hug2:
You're CPN will want what's best for you overall.

And take your meds properly!  :fryingpan:
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Re: Going high
« Reply #4 on: June 29, 2019, 10:34:55 PM »
It feels like my hypomania is a gift from God and that I should embrace it.
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Re: Going high
« Reply #5 on: June 30, 2019, 10:00:44 AM »
However, listening to your rational mind makes more sense.
Are you having a good weekend?
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Re: Going high
« Reply #6 on: June 30, 2019, 01:18:10 PM »
It was a good weekend thank you. I am back home now. I want to go out and enjoy some company. Seeing if anyone is available.

If hypomania is a gift, why would I throw it back. I know I should be all calm but it's great to feel so.excited and happy.
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Re: Going high
« Reply #7 on: June 30, 2019, 07:55:00 PM »
But hypomania is a symptom not a gift and can be destructive in the long run, you could get into financial trouble or do something you really regret. When do you see your CPN next?

Glad you enjoyed your weekend :).
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Re: Going high
« Reply #8 on: July 01, 2019, 11:32:29 AM »
Be safe Tucan  :hug2:

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Re: Going high
« Reply #9 on: July 01, 2019, 02:28:41 PM »
I see her on Wednesday morning.
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