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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #20 on: May 26, 2019, 10:17:56 PM »
Thank you, Rob. :hug2:
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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #21 on: May 27, 2019, 06:45:24 AM »
Hope the drive helped and you feel a bit better  :hug1:

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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #22 on: May 27, 2019, 09:21:18 PM »
How are you today?
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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #23 on: May 29, 2019, 04:36:44 PM »
Thank you. :hug2:

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It's not been going so well. Ended up in A&E last night because I'm a massive d***. Made a mess of the treatment room, then got moved to majors so the consultant could stitch me because I'd hit something I shouldn't and it wasn't going very well with the original doctor. Everyone was so kind. Really, really lovely. I'm such a t***.


I've been in bed all day. I suck.
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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #24 on: May 29, 2019, 05:46:41 PM »
 :( :hug2:

Youre not the horrible things you tell yourself you are. I hear that you feel sh**. Im glad you posted. Were here for you x

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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #25 on: May 29, 2019, 08:41:41 PM »
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I hope you feel a bit better now.
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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #26 on: May 30, 2019, 02:22:29 PM »
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I feel terrible. I ended up in ED again last night. I see my care coordinator today and after last night she's going to know all about both attendences. I declined seeing the psych team last night/this morning because I'm seeing her at 3pm this afternoon. I don't know. I have no idea what to say to her. I don't want to go. I'm sat here crying because I'm shattered. I ended up in the hospital in the city last night because my local one closes at 10am, then they needed to get a surgeon down to see me, then I needed to get home, so I didn't get in until about 7am. Should have gone to volunteering today, but called in sick. I don't know. I have a 9 hour day at work tomorrow. I've no idea how I'm going to do it. I just. I can't. I really, really can't. I don't know. I don't want to. I feel sick and lightheaded and so wound up. Everyone's so very kind and I am a f*****g d***.
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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #27 on: May 30, 2019, 04:48:44 PM »
You are a nice person that is massively struggling with a mental illness.
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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #28 on: May 30, 2019, 05:14:25 PM »
How did it go with your CC? I hope that you've been sensible and been able to cancel work tomorrow, because it's not wise to go in when you're struggling. 
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Re: Struggling a little. *SH*
« Reply #29 on: May 30, 2019, 07:34:40 PM »
Thank you.

My cc was lovely. She was very kind. I cried at her for an hour. I haven't been sensible about work, no. We've got a locum (who's only done two shadow shifts, and that was a couple of months ago) in as our regular pharmacist (and manager) is on annual leave, as is our supervisor. I just... Nope. No. I don't know. I can't leave my colleague on her own with a locum and another member of staff who's last day is tomorrow and has given up trying. I can't do it. My flat's a sh** tip because there's crap from the self harm everwhere. I need to clean up, but feel completely overwhemed.
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