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Offline purplebutterfly

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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #10 on: April 29, 2019, 02:24:19 PM »
Just saw this after replying on other thread.
My therapist does EMDR. My GP mentioned that before I started looking. First stage is getting me safer. The small me is very, very small indeed so very frightened.
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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #11 on: April 29, 2019, 09:09:40 PM »
No SH today.... yet. Want to. Feeling alone. Mr PB does his best. He has PTSD (near death motorcycle accident) so can relate to a certain extent. Having my diagnosis has certainly helped communication. But he does find my need to constantly prove I deserve to exist difficult to understand.

In bed. Mr PB in room between me and tool.
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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #12 on: April 30, 2019, 10:48:21 AM »
Scared myself this morning.
Tried to see a GP. Any GP. Couldn’t get through. Needed to talk. Not sure what about.
Gave up. C**. No deeper than before, but more b***d. Definitely grounded me. For a bit.
Have steristrips so have fixed myself up. Mr PB has got me out of house.
Desire returning.
No point trying GP. Will be fully booked.
Getting worse and worse.
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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #13 on: April 30, 2019, 12:03:02 PM »
Could you try calling for a call back or get in on an emergency appointment
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #14 on: April 30, 2019, 01:12:16 PM »
Can’t get emergency one. They would just say go to the walk in. I am not at risk enough to need crisis. Might try again tomorrow.
Feeling more in control now.
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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #15 on: April 30, 2019, 05:33:26 PM »
More in control is a good thing.
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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #16 on: May 01, 2019, 10:07:27 AM »
Seem to have reopened a c** whilst making another.
Went to GP. Noone I could talk to was working. No point seeing one if I have to start from the beginning. Won’t help. Have a GP I saw last week phoning. That might help. Just want to curl up in bed.
Forcing myself to keep to the plan of meeting a friend / co-worker for coffee this morning.
Wrote a to do list like amazing GP has helped me do in the past.
Tomorrow therapy
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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #17 on: May 01, 2019, 12:31:44 PM »
Accessed some funding.
25 sessions paid for. Can’t believe it.
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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #18 on: May 01, 2019, 12:52:07 PM »
That’s amazing; that must be a relief.

Did you get your injury seen to, even if not talked to one of the GPs?
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Re: Starting therapy *trig SH* *PTSD*
« Reply #19 on: May 01, 2019, 03:08:24 PM »
Covered. GP phoned. Didn’t tell her. Haven’t actually looked since this morning. Suppose I should.
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