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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #80 on: February 04, 2019, 02:17:25 PM »
It will be. Sorry things are are difficult for you.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #81 on: February 04, 2019, 02:48:56 PM »
Doing pretty good so far today.
I can finally breathe which is nice.
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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #82 on: February 04, 2019, 06:18:20 PM »
That is good.
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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #83 on: February 06, 2019, 12:18:32 PM »
Managed 3 days with no SI (prefer term self injury to self harm)
Really don’t feel like I will make a 4th. Pressure building. Saw GP. She was impressed, but not unrealistic. Says I am am noticeably calmer than 3 months ago when I started cutting again. Is hard to see when I am in the middle of it and feel like my head might explode.
We talked about why thoughts that I would like to have an instantly fatal accident come into my head. She says it is when the thoughts all get too much. Not suicidal. Not brave enough. Just sometimes want the decision made for me. GP says I’m a survivor.
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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #84 on: February 06, 2019, 03:26:47 PM »
You are a survivor. 3 days si free is an achievement for you at this point in time. Your gp does sound very good.
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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #85 on: February 06, 2019, 10:10:13 PM »
Ah well
I guess it was inevitable
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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #86 on: February 07, 2019, 08:06:43 AM »
Have you hurt yourself again?
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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #87 on: February 07, 2019, 08:46:31 AM »
Yes. Last night. Felt so much better after.
Tough this morning though. Am currently at archery imagining the target is my messed up brain. Shooting quite well...
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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #88 on: February 07, 2019, 10:41:12 AM »
Shooting well is good.
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Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Reply #89 on: February 07, 2019, 01:34:39 PM »
Glad I went, but had to go to bed when I got home. Could happily have stayed in bed, but my other half had to get me up for work.
Know I will cut shortly.
“Pooh began to feel a little more comfortable, because when you are a Bear of Very Little Brain, and Think of Things, you find sometimes that a Thing which seemed very Thingish inside you is quite different when it gets out into the open and other people look at it.”