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Offline Tired Soul

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feeling sick *may trigger SH ED
« on: December 01, 2018, 11:21:19 PM »
Hi,

Feeling sick right now. I had been trying to avoid sh today and so I felt my only other options were to drink or to eat... I decided to put off drinking because i didnt want my partner to see I had been drinking, so I ate. I have now eaten a whole pizza and I feel so sick. It was too much and I didn't need it at all but I just kept going. I now feel hideous and disgusting and wish I had picked one of the other options  :banghead: Now I just want to sh and drink. it's ridiculous! spiral spiral spiral, round and round! :fryingpan: Im trying to distract myself with tv and a duvet and my computer, but I don't feel like its working very well.

Guess I am just writing here to try and distract myself.

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Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you.

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Re: feeling sick *may trigger SH ED
« Reply #1 on: December 02, 2018, 08:32:25 AM »
Did writing help you?
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: feeling sick *may trigger SH ED
« Reply #2 on: December 02, 2018, 10:24:04 PM »
Hi Tucan, Thanks for replying.

I guess it did a bit. Tonight I have opted to just take tablets to mellow me out completely, don't know what else to do. Think will have to go lie down and hopefully will stay there for the night.
Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you.