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At breaking point
« on: October 15, 2018, 07:58:05 PM »
Hi everyone,
I feel like I'm at breaking point but what do I do? Where do I go from hear? I have a eight month old baby am I'm really struggling, looks like work won't have my back which was what I was relying on. It was the only place I ever felt I fit in and now I don't know what to do I try baby groups but people dont wanna talk to me I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't wanna do this anymore but I don't know what to do about it.
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #1 on: October 15, 2018, 08:29:20 PM »
Do you have any professional support?
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #2 on: October 15, 2018, 08:31:20 PM »
No I went to docs about 4 months ago he offered antidepressants I never went back as didn't feel that's what I need
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #3 on: October 15, 2018, 08:35:32 PM »
Could you go back and ask for talking therapy? You need a lot of support at the moment.
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #4 on: October 15, 2018, 08:39:53 PM »
In all honesty Tucan I can't see what help therapy will be to me I really hate my life but therpy won't change my life won't get me my job back or my friend or make people wanna be there for me.
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #5 on: October 15, 2018, 09:33:37 PM »
So what do you want? If you change nothing then nothing will change in your life. You can make new friends get a new job. I know you are in a difficult position.
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #6 on: October 15, 2018, 09:52:50 PM »
I'm trying to change things going to baby groups ect trying to make friends but we all know what it's like having mental illness it's not easy I just come across as weird I try to talk to people but they don't wanna talk to me. I'm so lonely.
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #7 on: October 16, 2018, 09:45:29 AM »
I understand the loneliness. Going to baby groups is a good idea. Keep that up. Keep trying to talk to others. Even if you do come across as weird that is ok. It is still possible to make friends.
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #8 on: October 17, 2018, 05:58:00 PM »
The thing about therapy is that it's your space to talk about anything that's bothering you and therapists/counsellors etc can often give advice that our own brains couldn't come up with because emotions cloud our judgement. It can help more than you think, just talking to someone rational can help immensely. I hope you can give it a go.  :hug1:
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Re: At breaking point
« Reply #9 on: October 19, 2018, 09:54:20 PM »
I feel like none knows how unhappy I am and how every day I convince my self to go on and that things will get better when all I wanna do is die
"evrything can be recycled except time!"

"evrything will be ok in the end
if its not ok
its not the end!"

"remember when we were YOUNG and couldn't wait to grow up? ...WOW, what the hell were we thinking!?!?"