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Offline CleoJC

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Back again..
« on: October 06, 2018, 08:35:50 PM »

Hi everyone,
Back on here again after a good while.
I am just lost. I donít know what the f*** is going in anymore.
I am empty. I have never SH more in my entire life.
I have ruined myself.
Had a failed attempt. Something I have never tried before.
I never told anyone apart from my partner.
I didnít go to hospital, just went to work the next day and
pretended everything was fine.
Went to the community mh team for a referral.
I tried my best to explain everything but I donít think he believe me.
I am so sensitive. My emotions change rapidly. Up and down within a
matter of minutes all day, everyday. Itís exhausting.
I canít live like this anymore.
What is wrong with me??

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Re: Back again..
« Reply #1 on: October 07, 2018, 06:29:52 PM »

Sorry to hear that things aren't so good at the moment, and that what's happened has taken place.
You've been on meddies before and then come off them, so are you on meddies now? If not, it seems that you need to have something to help you. CMH should be aware of your history, so there isn't any reason for them not to believe and help you.
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