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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #70 on: November 28, 2018, 10:07:48 PM »
Sounds like an ordeal to go through. It also sounds like you have some plans in place.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #71 on: December 01, 2018, 05:03:41 PM »
I hope that your work party goes well tonight, maybe it'll help improve your mood :).

I wake up panicking sometimes too, it improved when I started sertraline but still happens sometimes. It's horrible. :hug2:
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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #72 on: December 02, 2018, 02:25:55 AM »
Thanks xx

Work party went well. I got drunk but not stupidly so. Iím home now and in bed after having some toast. I felt a bit sad when I got back because ĎAí who I had the fling with avoided me all evening, so I took a lorazepam when I got home about an hour ago and hopefully Iíll sleep now and wake up ok.

I take sertraline and have done for about 7 years. I think cutting down on the olanzapine (which my psych told me to do) is having an effect on my sleep and contributing to my waking up in a panic. Iíve definitely been more anxious since I halved the dose.
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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #73 on: December 02, 2018, 08:31:30 AM »
 :hug2:

Happy the party went ok though.
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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #74 on: December 03, 2018, 07:22:42 AM »
I almost hurt myself last night. Came really close. Started to prepare the Ďthingsí I needed to do it. I didnít do it though. Woke up this morning and the urge is still there.

I emailed a local tattooist yesterday to enquire about getting a new tattoo on my forearm. Thatís the place I usually harm so Iím trying to concentrate on getting that done instead.

I feel a bit down today
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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #75 on: December 03, 2018, 09:40:42 AM »
You have done really well so far to not hurt yourself.
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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #76 on: December 03, 2018, 08:20:34 PM »
I was planning on harming when I left work, but I havenít. The tattooist messaged me back - he has a cancellation next week that I can have. I need to ask work for the day off though. Otherwise he said he can do it in the New Year. Something to aim for though.

I cried on the way home from work. Iíve not cried for a while. I hope I feel better when the alcohol from Saturday is fully out of my system. I have a pre therapy meeting on Thurs with the psychologist, my recovery worker and my CPN to discuss how I will cope with therapy. Itís still a good 4-5months away because of the waiting list.
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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #77 on: December 03, 2018, 08:38:48 PM »
That sounds like a productive meeting. Hope I goes well for you.
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Re: More of the same... (trigs, SH, Sui)
« Reply #78 on: December 06, 2018, 02:38:43 PM »
Tattoo sounds like a nice idea, I plan on doing the same though I'll need a full set of sleeves  :blushing1:. What are you getting?
I'm glad that you managed to not SH.  :hug1:
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