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Offline Patient Pianist

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Not doing so well.
« on: August 18, 2018, 10:36:30 PM »
So today,  today I saw my mother and yet again she makes it perfectly clear how much of a disappointment I am. This sounds pitiful but it's been this way my whole life so nothing has changed, but today it really got to me. Sad isn't the right word,  there's a void,  surrounded I think by a lot of anger and destructive thoughts and behaviour.
I hurt myself more than usual. My self harm has been low level recently,  continuous but low level. Tonight I don't even remember doing it. All I know is that it wasn't enough,  I need something more,  it's like I can't get it all out of me, without causing myself more and more pain.

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Re: Not doing so well.
« Reply #1 on: August 19, 2018, 05:32:49 PM »
I am sorry that your mum isn't supportive and has said horrible things about you. That isn't fair or right.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:

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Re: Not doing so well.
« Reply #2 on: August 20, 2018, 09:25:23 AM »
I'm not sure what I can say to help but it's understandable that you'd be upset by this. Is your SH OK?  :hug1: :hug2:
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