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Offline Popcorn

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Hey Iím back... still struggling
« on: June 14, 2018, 10:48:17 AM »
Hi everyone, sorry I went quiet, there were some spies so I withdrawn into my shell a bit.

Omfg I canít explain the amount of sh** flying right now and my psychaitrist is more of a w***** than ever. Iíve requested a change but not sure he will allow it but heís interested in ďempowering meĒ and f*ck all my needs.

Need to move out this area to get mental and physical health care as I accept it ainít gonna happen here and never will.

Seriously struggling and my eating is so so bad right now. It is self harm, But yep psychaitrist donít care a monkeys sh*t. My alcohols increased cos w*nker psychaitrist wonít sort my medication out even in a appointment to review meds.

Sorry if I worried u but I knew there were spies
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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #1 on: June 14, 2018, 11:08:39 AM »
Hi Popcorn - I'm so glad you're back, you worried me.

Is there anyone on your side? A decent GP, friend? I hate how hit and miss mental health services is - its pure luck if you get a decent person.

Please keep going.

Sorry to hear about the food thing - is it something you'd like to change if you could?

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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #2 on: June 14, 2018, 11:10:14 AM »
Welcome back popcorn. I did worry about you. Sorry you are still struggling.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #3 on: June 15, 2018, 03:14:06 PM »
I've been thinking about you. Just chat here when you want to, we are here for you.

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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #4 on: June 18, 2018, 04:56:46 PM »
Sorriy I worried you all.

Iím pretty sure my team are spying on me like they did on Facebook last year and admitted it
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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #5 on: June 18, 2018, 06:31:28 PM »
That's a shame they were spying on you. It erodes your trust.
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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #6 on: June 20, 2018, 08:42:20 AM »
I now have zero trust in the nhs staff, and My. Current cpn keeps saying my psychaitrist has my well-being at heart.  I have no PRN to leave my flat accompanied and Iím more on edge and hyper-vigilant and will be for the next three weeks Iíd run away if I could but itís impossible when ur housebound  so I be getting very little sleep if any for the next 3 weeks

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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #7 on: June 20, 2018, 09:18:42 AM »
What's happening over the next 3 weeks?
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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #8 on: June 20, 2018, 09:52:19 AM »
Going through traumatic stuff
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Re: Hey Iím back... still struggling
« Reply #9 on: June 20, 2018, 11:49:18 AM »
Bless you. Good luck. Keep talking on here
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