Hey I’m back... still struggling

[Popcorn]

Hi everyone, sorry I went quiet, there were some spies so I withdrawn into my shell a bit.

Omfg I can’t explain the amount of sh** flying right now and my psychaitrist is more of a w***** than ever. I’ve requested a change but not sure he will allow it but he’s interested in “empowering me” and f*ck all my needs.

Need to move out this area to get mental and physical health care as I accept it ain’t gonna happen here and never will.

Seriously struggling and my eating is so so bad right now. It is self harm, But yep psychaitrist don’t care a monkeys sh*t. My alcohols increased cos w*nker psychaitrist won’t sort my medication out even in a appointment to review meds.

Sorry if I worried u but I knew there were spies

[so sad]

Hi Popcorn - I'm so glad you're back, you worried me.

Is there anyone on your side? A decent GP, friend? I hate how hit and miss mental health services is - its pure luck if you get a decent person.

Please keep going.

Sorry to hear about the food thing - is it something you'd like to change if you could?

X

[Tucan]

Welcome back popcorn. I did worry about you. Sorry you are still struggling.

[Vermilion]

I've been thinking about you. Just chat here when you want to, we are here for you.

 

[Popcorn]

Sorriy I worried you all.

I’m pretty sure my team are spying on me like they did on Facebook last year and admitted it

[Tucan]

That's a shame they were spying on you. It erodes your trust.

[Popcorn]

I now have zero trust in the nhs staff, and My. Current cpn keeps saying my psychaitrist has my well-being at heart.  I have no PRN to leave my flat accompanied and I’m more on edge and hyper-vigilant and will be for the next three weeks I’d run away if I could but it’s impossible when ur housebound  so I be getting very little sleep if any for the next 3 weeks

[Tucan]

What's happening over the next 3 weeks?

[Popcorn]

Going through traumatic stuff

[Tucan]

Bless you. Good luck. Keep talking on here