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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #90 on: June 06, 2018, 05:06:18 PM »
It's positive you recognise that talking about your plans helped save you ... I think it's brave to talk about it. As you say she presented a different perspective but don't let it stop you from seeking support for it now or in the future.


Is the funeral far away from where you live?

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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #91 on: June 06, 2018, 05:46:03 PM »
Not really. I am going to talk to one of my sister's about it and see if I can share a lift with her. I guess she was giving me a different perspective. Most the time people just say think of what it will do to your family rather than saying it is a horrible thing to do.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #92 on: June 06, 2018, 07:34:35 PM »
Yes, I get what you mean about the word horrible.

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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #93 on: June 06, 2018, 08:31:48 PM »
I have to pick my other sister up from the train station on the day of the funeral. I don't get suicidal and say that I am to be horrible to others. I want to stop being so poorly all the time. I just don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want to be hounded by osseipia and the bully into following them into the world beyond. I think people will be better off without me. They will be upset but they will get over it. I don't see it as something horrible, just an inevitable conclusion to my illness.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #94 on: June 07, 2018, 07:48:22 AM »
It's kind of you to pick up your sister  :)

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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #95 on: June 07, 2018, 08:46:47 AM »
I don't mind. I love my sister.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #96 on: June 07, 2018, 02:45:21 PM »
I have had my pip assessment now. I was stressed afterwards. It took ages. I am feeling a bit better now. Being with others at the pool tournament is helping. I got my annual review with committee at work tomorrow. The first question is how do you think you have done, ummm I have been told I have been doing poorly because I am such a screw up!! Argh. I don't want to admit to committee that I am not good enough. Even if I have been over medicated and been really poorly at times. It's a long story. Not looking forward to tomorrow. Have to wait 4 weeks until I get the results of my pip.
now hand over the tea bags and we won't have any trouble.... :police:


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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #97 on: June 07, 2018, 04:32:25 PM »
You are brave  :hug1: a hard day - something kind to do for you tonight?

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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #98 on: June 07, 2018, 05:06:27 PM »
I am trying to think of what I can do to treat myself. I was tempted to buy myself something but there is nothing I want. I was thinking about a hot chocolate but it is the wrong weather. I don't have any bath bombs left for my bath. This is difficult. I want to do something nice for myself because I have been through something difficult and draining. Well at least it is a change of thinking wanting to do something nice for myself, I just cannot figure out what. There is the challenge.
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #99 on: June 07, 2018, 06:28:39 PM »
Hot chocolate is always good  ::)


Have you got candles and a good film or sth funny to watch?  :hug2: