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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #200 on: April 19, 2018, 08:13:04 AM »
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Awesome to hear. How are things today, so far?
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #201 on: April 19, 2018, 08:36:06 AM »
I am still not sleeping well and keep waking during the night. Did not want to get up this morning. Kept pressing snooze on my alarm. My mood hasn't had time to set in yet so not sure what I am feeling yet.
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #202 on: April 19, 2018, 08:44:22 AM »
I think I can relate to that. Takes me a while to figure what's happening when waking up. Sometimes it only takes a few minutes with me, but other times it can take hours. Hoping that today, a level and workable mood comes your way.

Sorry to hear that you're still having difficulties with disturbed sleep. Are you taking any treatments for that? Or, just going with the flow?
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #203 on: April 19, 2018, 08:49:32 AM »
I am going with the flow. Some nights are worse than others. I am not really tired at night so it is taking a while to get to sleep. I do have sleeping pills in the flat and I have been tempted to take them.
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #204 on: April 19, 2018, 10:00:50 AM »
When you get the worse nights, try to use a sleeping tablet for that. Try not to rely on them though. By the sounds of it, you don't use them even when it may help, in some ways that's good, but do try them if your sleep starts affecting your day.

Hope you have a good one today. Enjoy the sun.  :hug2:
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #205 on: April 19, 2018, 11:47:57 AM »
I am calmer today but it is something to keep an eye on. I don't want to waste my sleeping tablets as they can be hard to get hold off. Also it was part of my suicide plan back in January so I am not sure I want to part with them. Even if I am feeling better now. Just in case. I did take them one night and I did wake up less often.
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #206 on: April 20, 2018, 08:34:17 AM »
I'm sorry. That is something I didn't consider while writing the reply.

I do relate to parting with certain items. Like you said the "just in case" thing.

I hope sleep found you better last night?
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #207 on: April 20, 2018, 10:39:38 AM »
No not really. I was awake half the night again. But I am coping ok with it. I am not too tired. A bit dozy in places. I have another meeting with work. Not sure if it means I doing better, still rubbish or because I haven't had one for a while. I getting nervous about it.
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #208 on: April 20, 2018, 10:52:27 AM »
I hope itís not going to be as bad as you think.  :hug2:
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Re: Messed up meds 2
« Reply #209 on: April 20, 2018, 05:56:07 PM »
It went ok thank you. We spoke quite a bit. It been a while since the last time I had a review so there was a bit to talk about. I asked work if they could help monitor my mood at the moment. I have had the odd day where my mood has been threatening to go high. I nearly bought a hamster and expensive cage yesterday without regard to the cost.
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