I tend to feel more physically ill if I stay in bed all day. That, obviously is not a nice feeling. I guess I’ve always been doing something that required me outta bed. Even thinking, getting lost in thought and/or dissociating are things I cannot do in bed. Even if I do it all day long. I’m allergic to bed, I have to be lol.
I imagine that bed for you, is the security, safe space. Somewhere that you want to be all the time, secure, safe and comfy. That right?