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Offline raindrop

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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #10 on: April 22, 2012, 01:07:41 PM »
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Ms. Boots, hi, I'm quite new here but wanted you to know you're not alone.  I b**n.  I would PM you but can't as newbie.  Feel free to message me tho.  Hope you're ok?  How long did you leave b**n before getting it checked out?  Thinking of you.

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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #11 on: April 22, 2012, 02:37:53 PM »
I know people that c******lly b**n, you are not alone (hug)

I am glad you got them checked.... don't be sorry for posting...

How are you feeling now? Do you feel any better today?
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Offline Broken Wings

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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #12 on: April 22, 2012, 02:52:35 PM »
Thank you for all your kind words,feeling really detached today,in answer to your question Bluebell too long,don't really feel any better,still really low,yet feeling more comfortable with that low feeling (if that makes sense),have talked to M i had to,was out the whole day yesterday what with local a+e then up to chelsea & westminster,didn't get home till after 11pm,she knows there is a b**n and i got treated and have to back tuesday,just not that it was self inflicted i couldn't tell her that,she's only 16 and still my baby,it's good to know i'm not alone in what i do,but a wise person said to me yesterday that sh is sh whatever you do,the reasoning behind it is still the same,feelings,thoughts etc are the same,it's just the method that is different,so even though i felt alone in the way i sh i'm not,not really  :hug1: :hug2: xx
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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #13 on: April 22, 2012, 03:57:20 PM »
Your not alone hun
I dont c******lly b**n, but i have scolded before
And i felt like a freak, cutting is one thing, but scolding is kinda a whole other level
But your right, SH is SH whether its pinching, cutting or c******lly b**ning
We are here for you hun. Am sorry i havnt been around much for you. But i always think of you.
Sending you lots of gentle hugs  :hug2:
You are never alone xxx
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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #14 on: April 22, 2012, 04:24:34 PM »
:trig: really struggling have c******ly b**nt,drank,just not good right now feel sick b**ns are black have txt sams all over the shop,scared behyond anything more of myself than anything else sams just txt asking to phone can't do that so out of it,out of control didn't have words now have too many,so confused so alone,so many self harmers cut just want to not feel alone c******lly b**ning looked on net not as many as cutters sorry if i offened please tell me there is another out there who feels and does as i do
how are you today? xx
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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #15 on: April 22, 2012, 08:53:24 PM »
 :help: really struggling want to b**n need to b**n  :blushing:
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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #16 on: April 22, 2012, 09:02:51 PM »
Have you used your distraction? Hands & feet in ice cold water?

Keep strong x
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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #17 on: April 22, 2012, 09:07:04 PM »
Yeah have run out of distractions.

Don't feel strong feel like caving in just not sure where,can't get found out,not again
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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #18 on: April 22, 2012, 09:11:45 PM »
Keep talking if that helps.

Why do you need to cave in? Have you got anything nice you could do? Read; draw; write?

Is anyone with you that you could talk to?

Could you ring sams?

Sorry too many questions. Keep strong and safe  :hug1:
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Re: really struggling *MAY TRIGGER*
« Reply #19 on: April 22, 2012, 09:14:39 PM »
Don't know what to say Hun, but really hope you can stay safe.  :hug2: :hug1:

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