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Offline Lily Kym

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #20 on: March 07, 2012, 05:35:06 PM »
You're doing really well with organising all this hun. Well done xx xx :hug1:

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #21 on: March 07, 2012, 07:30:15 PM »
Thanks hun  :hug1:

Just back from my reading group, I nearly didn't go but am glad I went.  Everyone slated last months book, and the author is coming to World Book Night next month, that might be interesting  :blushing:  This months book is a pulitzer prize winner, I probably won't understand a word of it!!

When you feel like letting go, hold on.

Courage does not always roar.
Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying,
"I will try again tomorrow".

Maryanne Radanbacher
 
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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #22 on: March 08, 2012, 05:14:57 PM »
Got up in the middle of the night, then stayed in bed til nearly 2pm.  Caught the bus to a nearby town and had a couple of coffees and read a little.

My social worker has been off sick for over a week and it's making me a little anxious.

When you feel like letting go, hold on.

Courage does not always roar.
Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying,
"I will try again tomorrow".

Maryanne Radanbacher
 
Last od 22/05/2012
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Last drink 14/04/2012

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #23 on: March 08, 2012, 05:24:35 PM »
not many words hun, but wanted to offer  :hug1: :hug1:

hope you're Ok? Sounds like your doing thingd to keep busy - that's really good. Do you know how long your SW is likely to be off for?

xxx

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #24 on: March 08, 2012, 05:30:31 PM »
try your best and dont give up were with you all the way  ;D :1059:

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #25 on: March 08, 2012, 06:05:23 PM »
Thank you  :hug1:

I don't know how long my SW will be off for, last week she texted me and said she was full of a cold and my CPN said she thought she would be back Mon and then Weds but she's still off and it seems to be a long time to be off with a cold so I'm wondering if it's something else.

I'm trying to keep myself busy and occupied but I'm feeling very anxious a lot of the time and am cutting every day.
When you feel like letting go, hold on.

Courage does not always roar.
Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying,
"I will try again tomorrow".

Maryanne Radanbacher
 
Last od 22/05/2012
Last sh 10/05/2012
Last drink 14/04/2012

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #26 on: March 08, 2012, 07:10:00 PM »
Hi don;t really have much to say but  :1059:

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Maybe Tomorrow.......

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #27 on: March 08, 2012, 11:06:51 PM »
On edge, tired but don't feel able to go to bed.  Getting stupid thoughts in my head and they're running away with me.  Scared that people are going to die.  That there's going to be a road accident, when I see people crossing the road I think they're going to get hit.

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Graphic images in my head of ways I could hurt myself, ways I've never tried but they just pop in to my head and I want to scream at them to get out of there and leave me be.

Running out of dressings as I have cut so much this week.  Am disgusted by the sight of my left arm, it's nearly all scar tissue now.
When you feel like letting go, hold on.

Courage does not always roar.
Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying,
"I will try again tomorrow".

Maryanne Radanbacher
 
Last od 22/05/2012
Last sh 10/05/2012
Last drink 14/04/2012

Offline Nightowl

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #28 on: March 09, 2012, 12:19:54 AM »
 :help:
When you feel like letting go, hold on.

Courage does not always roar.
Sometimes, it is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying,
"I will try again tomorrow".

Maryanne Radanbacher
 
Last od 22/05/2012
Last sh 10/05/2012
Last drink 14/04/2012

Offline Lily Kym

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Re: Wobbly
« Reply #29 on: March 09, 2012, 12:20:35 AM »
 :hug2: :hug2: :hug2: im of no use im afraid hun but sending you hugs
sorry thats all i can offer