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Offline wolfie

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5 years sh free
« on: January 05, 2012, 12:39:27 PM »
I am 5 years sh free.

Since I have given up sh'ing my whole life has turned around.

I used to feel miserable all the time and now I don't feel miserable anymore. Everything is fine.

I have a job. I have a house. I have a car. I got married.

All the things I thought that would never happen to me, have happened since I stopped sh'ing.

I spent nearly 20 years trying to destroy myself but for the past 5 years, I have been trying my hardest to better myself and my life and it has really paid off.

I don't deserve to be treated like dirt. I was treating myself like dirt. Hurting myself. You wouldn't do the things I have done to myself to your worst enemy. I deserve better than that.

I used to be such a mess and now I am one of the most mature people I know.

It hasn't been plain sailing. I have had to put in a lot of extra work the last 5 years to make up for nearly 20 years of self destruction.

But it has been well worth it.
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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #1 on: January 05, 2012, 12:42:05 PM »
Good for you wolfie!!  It is lovely when members come back and update us in such a positive way :)

May your health and happiness continue xx
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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #2 on: January 05, 2012, 12:42:36 PM »
Thanks Bea
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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #3 on: January 05, 2012, 12:43:23 PM »
that's great news.. congratulations .. xx
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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #4 on: January 05, 2012, 12:44:19 PM »
Thank you bluegem
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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #5 on: January 05, 2012, 08:15:20 PM »
 :) :hug2:

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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #6 on: January 05, 2012, 08:30:19 PM »
*tries hard to see if I remember wolfie*  :no:   :;):

 :raspberry:  glad to see that things have gone right for you - you always deserved it and I'm sure that I used to tell you so (even though you never believed it) .....  :hug2:
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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #7 on: January 05, 2012, 09:59:48 PM »
thanks rob and sky  :hug2:
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Offline Olivia

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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #8 on: January 05, 2012, 10:24:20 PM »
Really inspirational post. Well done  :)

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Re: 5 years sh free
« Reply #9 on: January 05, 2012, 10:26:59 PM »
Wow! Wolfie, that is an amazing achievement. you should be really proud of yourself!