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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by Tucan on March 09, 2019, 09:01:20 AM »
If it helps you than its a good use of your money.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by terrified heart on March 09, 2019, 12:59:13 AM »
Thank you Tucan.

Holidays and pets are the most important things to keep me mentally well. I find holidays a positive way of I guess essentially Ďrunning awayí and feeling free and emotionally Ďlightí. Itís like I get to leave all the horrid parts of my brain here and be a happier version of myself for a week or whatever, and the thought of getting to do that at some point in the year keeps me going during the rest of the year. I feel guilty sometimes that Iím using my benefit money on holidays, but I donít smoke, hardly ever eat out or drink and holidaying is my therapy.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by Tucan on March 09, 2019, 12:41:50 AM »
That sounds positive. I am happy for you. Wish I had a holiday in the pipeline
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by terrified heart on March 09, 2019, 12:22:52 AM »
I got a bit agitated waiting for my friend to arrive, but since she got here weíve had a really fun evening. Itís been great. Sheís staying over so we can spend time together tomorrow. Going to do some holiday planning (going to Malta in July) and maybe go out for a walk somewhere nearby (if itís not raining to heavily). :)
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by Tucan on March 08, 2019, 10:55:07 PM »
It does sound positive to me.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by Skye on March 08, 2019, 05:20:27 PM »
Sounds positive TH  :hug1: hope you enjoy your friends company tonight.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by terrified heart on March 08, 2019, 05:13:24 PM »
Thanks Tucan. I am going to try to stick to my plans because I know being social can benefit me. Iím not feeling so exhausted now so I can see that what Iíve arranged is not actually that much and do-able. I have a friend coming up to stay with me tonight, a work meal tomorrow evening and cinema with another friend next Weds. I should be able to cope with that :)

Saw GP today. Nothing actually been resolved, but she listened and is acting on things. I had a hormone blood test this morning and depending on the results she is going to look into giving me a contraceptive pill to try to stabilise the physical pains Iím having. She is also going to do some research on what other AP I might be ok to take and let me know. Have a phone appointment on March 18th. She said not to worry because we can get it all sorted it might just take a bit of thought on whatís the best treatment. She said I wonít have to just put up with the pain and it will get sorted. So I feel a lot more positive now.

Been in a much better mood today. Iím keeping a mood/energy/pain diary for my CPN so she can see if there is any pattern to my mood swings. See her again on 28th.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by Tucan on March 07, 2019, 08:56:02 AM »
Aww bless you. I understand making too many arrangements. Could you rearrange some of them for other weeks?
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by Rob on March 06, 2019, 09:03:07 PM »
You seem to be balancing out a bit. Hormone issue times never seem to help, but you know it passes.

*imagines Buddy hiding under straw when TH approaches wearing face mask & his cucumber slices*  ::)
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by terrified heart on March 06, 2019, 05:09:39 PM »
Thank you Tucan.

Today has been better. It was inevitable that I wouldnít be able to maintain that level of energy. I think I just exhausted myself by being so upbeat last week, which sucks but oh well. I committed myself to do some social stuff over the next couple of weeks and now I feel too tired, but I will make myself stick with the plans.

I have a few things to discuss with GP on Friday. Iíve decided Iím going to ask if I can change my AP. Iíve gained a horrible amount of weight and I know for a fact that the AP Iím taking is the worst for weight gain. Itís hard because there are so many APs I canít take because of the prolactin issues so Iím not sure what she can change me to  :confused0006:

No plans for this evening, other than clean  :guinea_pig: cage. Going to just chill other than that. Might have a bath and put on a face mask later.
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