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Title: kick in the teeth but what the hell I will survive
Post by: Dragon on June 06, 2014, 04:56:14 PM
Do you know the one thing I have noticed the stronger I get and the more I move forward in life?  I start to expect more and believe I deserve better things in life.  Yesterday was my birthday and I did not hear a single thing from anyone who claims to be my friend. There were two people online who wished me a happy birthday and my therapist. I made the mistake of judging how far I have moved forward in my life by what happens on my birthday and yesterday happened. The postman bought me two rejection letters for jobs I had applied for.

There is nothing quite like a full on kick in the teeth when you really want to be noticed. In the past I would have used my well I don't deserve anything anyway defence mechanism. This year it has just made me question my choice of friends.

Let's be honest though if you want a job doing, then do it yourself.  I have got myself some chocolate and some of my favourite tea bags wining their way to me from Ireland.
Title: Re: kick in the teeth but what the hell I will survive
Post by: terrified heart on June 06, 2014, 05:07:55 PM
Happy belated birthday Dragon  :cake:

You're right, you do deserve better things. Enjoy your tea & chocolate when it arrives :hug1:

Xx
Title: Re: kick in the teeth but what the hell I will survive
Post by: Dragon on June 06, 2014, 05:28:51 PM
Thank you!   :hug2:
Title: Re: kick in the teeth but what the hell I will survive
Post by: behindthewall on June 06, 2014, 06:20:52 PM
Good for you! Happy belated birthday and enjoy the  chocolate. X x
Title: Re: kick in the teeth but what the hell I will survive
Post by: Dragon on June 06, 2014, 07:14:00 PM
thank you!