Hey I haven't posted in a while and looking back at it i was in a much worse place then. But nearly a month cut free. It's a big thing for me because i've survived some stressful weeks without harming, and for once, I actually feel motivated to not cut again. Plus its winter, which is usually the most triggering season because no one will ask about sleeves and cardi's. However, I haven't found the strength to throw my tools out. well, small steps i guess. A few months ago I was thinking, i'm never going to stop, I don't want to stop. But things have changed inside me. A long way to go emotionally yet, but i'm dealing with stuff better :-) hows everyone else doing x