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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #60 on: May 16, 2018, 08:33:48 PM »
I do feel like a bit of a failure. My pa is off this week so I have to do my jobs myself. However I really struggle with motivation unless I got a preplanned place to go to. So rather than challenge myself and do my jobs on my own I have invitey sister over to help motivate me. Sigh. I feel pathetic sometimes
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #61 on: May 16, 2018, 11:10:48 PM »
I don't think that it's pathetic; you've admitted you're struggling with something and asked for help. In my book that's responsible not pathetic.  :hug1:
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #62 on: May 18, 2018, 05:54:27 PM »
Thank you. I have had another meeting at work today but it was with the deputy manager this time and she is ok with my progress. It is written down that I need a little encouragement on the days I am doing well as I feel like I am not good enough all the time. I am knackered now from work. They have regular meetings with me because of my mental health. I feel bad about taking up so much of their time.
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #63 on: May 21, 2018, 04:03:03 PM »
Had my first conselling session today. It went ok. We covered some basics. It was a bit weird and I am going to have to trust her. Hopefully now I will be better able to unpick some of the things that have happened to me. Also I will have a regular output of the day to day stuff i struggle to deal with. My mood still seems to be fairly stable. I am not going work next weekend I have booked it of and am going to London to see my sister. I am off to the cinema tonight so many good things are happening. I also had issues sorting out my prescription as I phoned last week but never received it in the post. I ran out of ads today. I phoned again as it has had time to show up. They have done another prescription and I collected it today and got to the pharmacy to sort it out today so that was a disaster averted
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #64 on: May 21, 2018, 04:13:13 PM »
Counselling is bound to feel weird, after years of keeping quiet it's difficult to talk. Counsellors are used to it though so she'll help you build trust over time. Hope it goes well.

Enjoy London and a nice break from work. Are you doing anything in particular? I'd totally visit the tower and dungeons and museum. Enjoy yourself! :)
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #65 on: May 21, 2018, 04:53:50 PM »
We will have a 2.5 year old with us so we are a bit restricted what we can do. Sister was thinking of Kew gardens or a zoo. I am not sure yet what we will be doing.
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #66 on: May 21, 2018, 04:59:14 PM »
A very productive day  :) well done you

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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #67 on: May 21, 2018, 06:25:36 PM »
Thank you. Now at the cinema with Monday club. Having dinner when I get home but fed the animals before I left.
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #68 on: May 21, 2018, 09:20:23 PM »
I have no clue re kids, can't help you there I'm afraid! Whatever happens just enjoy the break, you deserve it :).
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Re: Mood starting to go other way.
« Reply #69 on: May 21, 2018, 10:47:32 PM »
Thank you. I will enjoy my time with my sister. It will also be nice to have a break from work. I have been stressed there recently.
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