:blushing: been thinking about something and hope its ok to ask about it here? I don't know if this is normal.....
When I first meet a professional I am always very wary of them and it takes a long time for me to become comfortable with them and to trust them. Once I have though (if I have) I form really intense attachments to them. I seek them out because I know they are safe and will try to help me, I miss them when I don't see them for a while and struggle to stop myself from calling them.
It doesn't end when they stop working with me though, i still look out for & desperately want to see a recovery worker that I had 3 years ago. Feel really disappointed of its not her. Same with my old cc.
God now I've read that I feel even more pathetic. Yuck