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NSHN Forum Support & On Topic Forums. Some additional boards are viewable to members only => Survivor Room => Topic started by: caspers smudj on October 05, 2012, 05:51:57 PM
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please feel free to use some or all of this as i know it is going to apply to so many of you
Letter from the heart.
To the bullies.
All my life I had to put up with your taunts
and jeering, the physical and mental abuse.
You have made me scared, depressed, suicidal
at times, even become a self-harmer. Thanks
to you I lost my self respect and any liking I
had for me.
Many times you would shout horrid things at
me or just stand there laughing at me for
no reason. You would cross the street to get
away from me and shout from the safety of
the other pavement. Were you that afraid of
me that you couldn’t say it close to me?
I know I was smelly and dirty, my hair
needed washing and my clothes too. I lived in
a dirty house. You didn’t know that, how
could you? But it was obvious I wasn’t
looked after. How could you know what
was going on there? Maybe you would have
been the same in my position.
Because I was hurt so badly, emotionally, by
you, I now self harm, and bear the physical
marks of the years of mental torture.
There were times when it got physical, but I
think that wasn’t often because you couldn’t
bear to be near me.
How about poor Mary, my best friend?
You started on her because she was my
friend. That was unnecessary.
Even now, all these years later, I get bullied,
but not because I am dirty or smelly, but
because I am fat. Fatty or fat cow you
call me now. How do you know I haven’t got
some illness that makes me this way? Maybe
you should think of that next time you say
those cruel things.
But I'm an adult now. I'm stronger and can
handle your taunts better.
I am not the weak one!
YOU ARE!!!
From a survivor
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thank you lily
xxx