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Here and Now Room / Re: Messed up meds.
« Last post by Tucan on Today at 05:06:49 PM »
I am back home now. I am scared. I am worried I will actually do something. I haven't stopped crying yet.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Voices trig sui
« Last post by Tucan on Today at 03:57:49 PM »
That's fantastic
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Here and Now Room / Re: Voices trig sui
« Last post by jokerlaw on Today at 03:48:57 PM »
Thanks, so far so good. I've been able to get things done that have needed to get done. I do really feel as though I'm coming out finally of this downer.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Messed up meds.
« Last post by Tucan on Today at 02:03:36 PM »
I am scared to go home. I feel like I couldn't talk honestly to crisis. They are not taking my suicidal thoughts seriously. They were more concerned I presented bubbly in the house and as depressed in my meetings with crisis. They don't know which is the true me. I feel like banging my head against a brick wall. All they keep going on about is using distraction. I don't want to use distractions. I want to die. I need the courage to die. They are not concerned about my suicidal feelings because they are not new.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Messed up meds.
« Last post by Tucan on Today at 10:38:13 AM »
Today is my discharge day.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Messed up meds.
« Last post by Tucan on Yesterday at 09:53:18 PM »
I am debating talking to staff. I did try to talk to crisis earlier but all they said was distract and usey safety plan. I don't want to be safe I want to be dead. I am seeing the crisis team again before I leave tomorrow. I am finding myself coming up with plans to die tomorrow. I guess I really need to talk to somebody.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Messed up meds.
« Last post by Vermilion on Yesterday at 09:46:54 PM »
Try and keep safe. Could you tell someone how you're feeling? Even just talking to another patient could help.  :hug1:
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Here and Now Room / Re: Canít keep up with my moods
« Last post by Tucan on Yesterday at 09:03:34 PM »
 :hug1:
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Here and Now Room / Re: Canít keep up with my moods
« Last post by terrified heart on Yesterday at 08:52:06 PM »
Iím so alone and I feel so worthless and exhausted.

No one will come to see me because they donít want to catch whatever this is off me. My mum came round the other day for 10 minutes but that was to borrow my sat nav. And even though I was crying because I feel so awful she wouldnít give me a hug in case I was contagious.

Iím really starting to see no way out of this hell. I donít know how much longer I can do this for. Iím so very tired and lonely and desperately sad
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Here and Now Room / Re: Canít keep up with my moods
« Last post by Rob on Yesterday at 07:31:20 PM »
In a way, it's good that they found some abnormalities as it shows that something's making you feel this way. Now they can isolate the reason and make you better again - let's hope this can happen quickly. Meanwhile, don't push yourself too hard and get that rest.  :hug2:
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