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Here and Now Room / Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Last post by Tucan on Yesterday at 06:17:00 PM »
It sounds really tough for you. Take care.
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Here and Now Room / Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Last post by purplebutterfly on Yesterday at 05:00:57 PM »
beating myself up.
Too much sleeping.
3 till 8 yesterday afternoon, 10:30 last night till 4:30 this morning, then back to bed from 7:30 till 10
Didnít do pilates or archery or practice today, all of which I meant to.
Now cut in order to get through work which starts in 1 minute when first pupil arrives. Bleeding through 2 layers of mepore.
Hear pupil getting out of car.
Put on happy mask.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by Tucan on January 14, 2019, 09:29:33 PM »
Good luck. I understand how hard it is to meet somebody.
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Here and Now Room / Re: Sad
« Last post by terrified heart on January 14, 2019, 08:44:17 PM »
Thank you both xx

I think I got an answer to why I was emotional last week, got my period at the weekend. Going to have to get used to this womanís stuff again I think, seems Iím getting back to a normal cycle now.

Iím feeling much better emotionally this week. Physically Iím in pain all over. Iíve got sciatica in my left leg, a weird nerve pain in my left arm, plus the Ďwomanís painsí. Had two different types of painkillers today and got a heat patch on my back.

My CPN and recovery worker have stepped down my care for the time being. The said they have made my care more Ďreactionaryí so there will be less appointments while Iím ok, but will be stepped back up if I go downhill. CPN said if I became unwell they would happily increase my appointments, even daily if it was necessary, but while Iím doing ok they will just check in monthly or so.

Back to my last post, I think I would like to meet someone for companionship and hopefully real love someday. I donít know how to go about meeting anyone though. Obviously there is internet dating, which I have done before (some positive experiences as well as some waste of time), but it is stressful thinking about doing all that. I donít really go anywhere to meet anyone naturally though. I have local friends but none that really go out in the evenings. I live in a very small town too, and there isnít much going on socially that I could join in with. Maybe internet is the best option  ??????!?
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Here and Now Room / Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Last post by Tucan on January 14, 2019, 02:00:21 PM »
Happy that writing really helps you. Take care. It is good that you can communicate ith your gp. My last cpn tried to get me to to balance the negative in my life, that I was focusing on, with the good things in my life at the time she said it it was my holiday, and new baby on the way with my sister. Sometimes it is easy to focus on the negatives.
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Here and Now Room / Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Last post by purplebutterfly on January 14, 2019, 10:47:42 AM »
They are good things.
My music is also a good thing, but a bit of a problem at the moment as it exposes emotions. Spent quite a lot of time talking about this to GP last week.
I do plan to tell my GP about the ball of fire that built up inside me yesterday. Still very tired from that - so need to stop the self criticism I have already started this morning about being too tired to do anything practical.
Writing really helps.
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Here and Now Room / Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Last post by Tucan on January 14, 2019, 09:53:55 AM »
They seem like good things. It is good that you can see some positive in your life.
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Here and Now Room / Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Last post by purplebutterfly on January 13, 2019, 09:28:42 PM »
3 cats, husband, archery,
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Here and Now Room / Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Last post by Tucan on January 13, 2019, 09:21:31 PM »
That is good that here is helping you. What is good about your life at rhe moment?
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Here and Now Room / Re: just want to SH *trig SH ED alcohol
« Last post by purplebutterfly on January 13, 2019, 08:52:02 PM »
The 2 places that offer reasonably priced therapy arenít taking referrals at the moment. My GP is helping, and clearly understands more that your average GP. Going to have to deal with it all how I have been.

But writing on here does help.
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