Welcome back best dolly, and thank you tucan.
Best Dolly, I found the sensation not a permanent thing. It still get the occasional urge, but much like craving cigarettes 3 years after packing them in, I make the effort to redirect the energy.
I was doing good in the aftermath of the initial posting. I got busy and I thought it passed. I moved house, started a dream job in the NHS.
At the moment I am having a crisis of confidence, furthered partly by progesterone withdrawal as my implant is wearing off and getting it changed is proving a challenge in my new locale. Work is proving a challenge on a personal level, I am feeling inadequate in comparison to some temp staff taken on at the same time as me (I'm permanent). I just don't know what to do to believe in myself again.